I may have to take you up on that offer. I may not be here in four years.. 

You’ve worked for where you currently are. Don’t have it any other way. Remind yourself of all those times you tried. Those times where you put in effort. If you didn’t try, even if it wasn’t your hardest, you’d still be stuck in grade 1. So don’t let that lack of motivation and effort hold you back now. One more month, give it your all. 

I know you can do it.